Behind the inner circle…


behind the inner circle…

…of consciousness there are no more limits to be reached…
…there is no question carving to be answered to, there is no hope to be fed, there is no path left to walk on…

 

…a massive block of darken silence is resting its heavy burden upon our dusty shoulders bent by far too many useless strives to catch the essence of a lifetime in a moment carved in one heart beat, imprisoned in-between socially induced  mind constrictions, unable to claim our first right to stand for ourselves: the freedom of choice….

in a “normal” life…

…we learn to lead our actions according to common sets of rules inherited from our family collectives and constantly acknowledged through systemic methods of correction our behavior and our ways of interaction with various situations, as well as social entities, by persons and institutions entitled to have this, so called, righteous controlling influence upon our ideological and temperamental structures…
… therefore we tend to perceive our different angles of seeing, judging and approaching life situations and opportunities as violation of normal and generally agreed norms of playing our roles in a society that claims the leadership of our dreams, hopes and expectations…
most of us begin to rise our eyes towards the sky through millions of tones of concrete, gathered around us in the form of thousands of grey walls dividing our vital space in tiny perimeters designed by us, constructed by us, paid by us, provided for us and continuously supported by us, as a gracious offer from the society consisting of each of us, for hiding our intimacy in small cells, we were taught, since we first started to talk, to call them home… our home… as we grow up, we start to learn that our home is our first barrier in our way of defining our true character and emotional structure in a natural and harmonious way…

after years and years of…

striving and fighting with them, with us, for us, we finally got a degree which would let anybody know that we are highly educated and specialized on the field of competence we thought we had chosen for ourselves and we are finally ready to take our well deserved place of a tiny mechanism in a huge machinery which nobody taught us even to guess its dimensions or purposes, which will devour our energy and burn our hopes for a rewarding acceptance as being in a system to which our lives are nothing but cheap provided coals to heat the upper golden rooms of a society that claims equality for all of its members…

in the end we might get the chance to awaken our spirit just in time to acknowledge our physically and mentally decomposing status at the edges of a society that has, so mercifully, accepted to spare few bucks a month as a reward for our effort of building and maintaining our “chosen’s” welfare…
eventually all we have left is our dreams we recall…

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